inner thoughts

i knw i knw i aint supposed 2b on. but i cant help
but wonder. i keep asking myself these questions
and i dnt have the answer 2 them.......

n its relly starting 2 get 2 me. cuz im looking 4 the RITE
answers but i feel like im jus giving myself these bullshit responses.
basically im tellin myself wat i WANNA hear. but i gotta stop doin
that. i need 2b real with myself.

cuz i also dnt think it was just workin hard that got me sick. i think it was that and the fact that i gots some "inner issues" that i need 2 work out with myself.
idk.

have i reached a brick wall that not even i can climb over?
idk