umm last nite Kimitria (the girl who WILL b my girl) got mad @ me cuz she thought that i was tryna make her look like the bad guy 2 ya'll. im rele not. if any1 is the bad guy it was me. kimitria was that girl that i would go 2 bed @ nite and anticipate seeing her n the morning. she made all of my problems go away. she was there 4 me when i didnt have nobody else. i loved her...i love her. but i fucked up. i wasnt honest with her. point blank...i wasnt. and after it happened i realized how stupid it was 4 me 2 do wat i did. its been 2 months since we broke up and its been the worst 2 months ever. it hurts, cuz i lost her and i want her back, and she has another dude. so yeah @ this point im dying on the inside. alot of ya'll understand where im comin from. and some of u dnt. kimi not only made me fall in love with her but she made me love her more than i love myself. she made me believe that everything i did was good. nd i guess this part is 4 her.
kimi, alot of times God puts good things in ur life and takes them away 2 c how far u'll go and how hard u'll fight 2 get it back. and thats wat i think he's doin now. he wants 2 c how hard i'll fight and how far i'll go 2 getchu back. and im willin 2 go as far as i have 2 go. now yea, im tryna take u away frm ur dude. but this is a case where i cant let another dude have my blessing. i knw 4giving me is hard cuz i did something u didnt think i would do. but i want u 2 imagine me on 1 knee. asking u 2 4give me. ur my world, my inspiration, my dream, my mama. nd i cnt let u go. i feen 4 ur kiss, i yern 4 ur hugs, i dream abt ur sex(even though we've never done the huckabuck) ur everything i want in more in a girl. i dnt knw ur dude. but i can tell u that i'll love u like he'll never imagine loving u. and im not saying that in disrespect. i can fulfill all of ur needs, emotionally, physically, spiritually, every way. ur like the only girl i would have a baby wit. 2b my wife. im askin u 2 jus sit dwn nd think abt a future with us 2gether and how good it would b. then imagine a future wit no us. i like the 2st option. im askin 4 u back. lets start off fresh. like we said we cnt change the past but we can fix our future. lets fix our future and start off fresh and let me mend the hurt that i caused. lemme b ur man. this time lay dwn the law and give me guidelines so that i dnt make mistakes. show me boundaries. nd i swear 2 u on 1 knee that u'll never hurt again. u'll never not trust me. im askin u....jus think abt it. make me whole again